This is so general. My beliefs on life? Religion? What?
I suppose I can answer on what I believe about important stuff.
I do NOT believe there is a god. I suppose, there “could” be a god, but I don’t believe in things based upon blind faith, so since I haven’t, nor has anyone else seen god, I don’t believe. I believe that when you die, you rot in a box, or your ashes sit in an urn. That’s it. No heaven, no hell. Just. NOTHING. And honestly, I’m perfectly okay with that. I don’t fear death. I think that religion in general is extremely laughable, and a waste of time. I believe that religion is there to make people fear the unknown, such as death, or evolution, or why our universe came to be. I’m perfectly fine not knowing how or why I am here. I only think of that I AM here, and of how I impact people and my world. Not necessarily why.
I also am pro-choice. I think that every single woman should have the right to end an unwanted pregnancy within legal time constraints if she so chooses. I also believe that MEN have 100% ZERO say in anything abortion related. They will never have a uterus or be able to give birth to a baby, therefore should have no say. Maybe if they’re the father of the child, but if the mother is contemplating abortion in the first place, she probably doesn’t feel the father is stable enough, or isn’t in the picture. I would gladly pay the several hundred dollars for an abortion if I wasn’t ready for a child instead of hundreds of thousands raising a child I couldn’t support or want.
I believe 100% in evolution. I believe that I came from a single celled organism. I don’t really know how that organism came into being, but I believe that I evolved over millions of years into what I am today. It is the only logical and reasonable explanation in my eyes. I also believe in the big bang theory.
I believe in pre-marital sex, hahaha. I think that those who do save themselves for their husband or wife are fine, and good for you. But I enjoy sex, and am glad that I can enjoy it without being married.
I believe that education is your greatest power. Without it, you know nothing, you learn nothing, and you do nothing. Without being aware of your surroundings and knowing what’s around, and not around you, you lose so much. Knowledge really is power, and without it, you aren’t in control. You just do what others tell you, and believe what your told. But when you know what’s right and wrong for yourself, and what surrounds you and what’s happening in the world, you ARE in control of you, and your future.
My high way probably being accepted to NAU and finally having a glimpse of getting the fuck out of here. Its all I think about most of the time.
My lows were and are being so overwhelmed with school and work and upkeeping all my relationships with people, and in like, October, I almost fucking lost it. I was just so so done. Nick and I “almost” broke up I guess. We had a huge fight and it really seemed like things were going to end, but they didn’t and we mostly worked stuff out. Its just so overwhelming to not be able to do anything but work and school, work and school. And I’m starting to get to that point again, but I just need to think that I’m almost done, and I can finally start a good life after this semester.
A good deal of what’s on the radio is usually fine. I listen to rap and hip-hop stations mostly, and while the lyrics lack, they’re catchy as fuck and get stuck in my head. Some music I listen to is mainstream, and most isn’t. But honestly, whatever you want to listen to is fine by me. If you fucking love Justin Bieber and Kenny Chesney, be my guest and listen to them until your ears bleed. They’re not my cup of tea, but, people can listen to what makes them happy. And hell, they probably think my music is shit.
I hate it, when you get random spurs of emotion, and want to talk to sombody, but then you remember you can’t, because you’re not friends anymore. Truth is, I get this more often than not. I shouldn’t, cause the person’s a massive prick, but I just WANT to be able to talk to them again, like we…
If you can start the day without caffeine;
If you can get going without pep pills;
If you can always be cheerful, ignoring aches and pains;
If you can resist complaining and boring people with your troubles;
If you can eat the same food every day and be grateful for it;
If you can understand when...
I think I was about four, because my sister was a baby, and we were playing in one of those cheap turtle pools that you screw a garden hose into and it sprays out. I was at the top of the tiny slide, and my sister was at the bottom. I went down the slide and kicked her right in the face. My mom was yelling at me to comfort her, and I just patted her on the head and said, “its okay, stop crying.” This is all on video as well.
Well, I hopefully will be moving to Portland in about two years, and will most likely live out the rest of my life there. I’d really like to visit Nepal and India and a few other countries in Asia. I’ve been to 7 countries in Europe, and I’d really like to go back to most of them. Especially England, and Switzerland. I’m going to Hawaii in 9 days, and I couldn’t be more excited. I’ve never been.